The world of Fucuk

2010-2011 - Fail -

2011-11-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

Bloody dice - gamble your life

through out 2010-2011 , i fail . Sport , dodgeball is my only success achievement which i can be proud of , and the rest of my past through this year..... i dun think so . Sometimes , i always wish i'm bit more normal, having no problem with my leg. I love sport so much but god did put a barrier on it. Recently , i have some difficulty on both of my legs. The knees is getting weaker than before. The way i walk is getting more and more weird. It's really sad to know it's a sign asking me to stop playing sport. To stop something i really good at it. ............. To stop something i enjoy and have most of the fun from.... To stop being myself....

Bloody dice Gamble your life , no body know what's is the next gonna be -- I still keep playing sport like a normal guy . just that i'm collecting more impact than any other toward my body.

玫瑰。

2011-11-13T09:44:00.000-08:00

喜欢的感觉是不会变的。只会忘了。

我总相信那一点。如果再见回，那感觉一定会回来。一切只能忘了。

the white shadow

2011-10-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

the white shadow

谁都想感到被爱。

She was right.. i'm kinda stupid too. =] 做么要酱伟大。

2011-10-14T11:12:00.000-07:00

She waken me up, i gonna change the culture of it next time, let see how in the future.

Sorry, i never take u all under the consideration before making the decision . i'm so sorry for the girls team. Now thinks back is kinda not fair for all girls.. so sry =[ . But hell ya, we achieve it on this year! and i try my best to make sure next year cdl, will atleast better than this.! Champion is what i'm aim for !.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RB7_Gxb09N4

Thanks my boss & Kevin James

2011-10-11T11:50:00.000-07:00

Gonna change my hairstyle soon,

apparently, Kevin james is a good friend of my boss, they use to work together back in many years ago during in Vegas. He invited us to watch his show at genting. Thanks Q. Great show, good job done .!

just got back from genting, Good night.

note to myself. - gonna work hard to bring down those ego guys!.

世界冠军

2011-09-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

练球到酱。。。

梦禁

2011-09-28T10:04:00.000-07:00

Dream stop here. no more dreaming .

有如在小溪的纸船。飘的潇洒，..................................... 到最后也融化了

望上

2011-09-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

望上

如果树叶是障碍，光线是机会。我会用多少年爬到树的上面。你敢爬吗？

换个想法

如我站在树下，光依然照到我，当我仰望上去我看见的是密密麻麻的树叶。你敢爬吗？

我也不清楚我在干吗。。我是很笨的我只会坚持。。。的走下去。。一路走
到最后我以该会穷。
赚不多

其实我不是实现着自己的梦想，而帮别人完成他们的愿望。
伟大=] 。让我笨下去吧！不要胡思乱想了。

目标：身边的每个人都带着微笑过每一天。

穷开心 =]

Back to SCHOOL

2011-09-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

When back school for Sport day. ha . just to walk around

My primary school is getting bigger and bigger.. contraction everywhere ~!

one thing that i wanna share out is, i kinda like those parents . they are so active and mix around with their kids in the games. This really show the love. and not every parent can do that. just around 10% of the parent were in the school.

i wonder why don't u just spend sometime for your own kids. busy working ~? Kids grow fast, dun miss it

赢了比赛，输了自己。

2011-09-18T19:54:00.001-07:00

拿了第三名。

赢了比赛- 感谢队友们，你们真的很优恤。说真的，我们已经是最强的了。只是有一点要记住，make fun of it, enjoy it. 用平常心去打比赛。如果能克服心里的压力和恐惧，我想冠军就是我们的啦。

输了自己 - 身为队长的我，没办法把金牌带回来真是对不起，也许我对你们的训练也太过轻松也不严厉。 achieve 不到我要的水准。对不起，我达不到我的承诺拿不到金牌给你。

工作了，我想也没有多与的时间回去打球了。开始怀念一起打球的日子。。

乱了

2011-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

打球时受的伤。每次都插到地上。
看到那疤痕，都会吓跑了吧，
不balance 的脚。

no idea what's going on . 只想打好比赛。脑袋不听话。 no idea what's going on.

说no idea 是骗人的，但是真的。我只是有 idea 逃离现在，去快乐自己。

可是我的生活不普通。

今天我的快乐来自关闭大声唱。

讨厌我的生活不是我做主。只是棋子。

I got a new blog ~!

2011-09-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

Finally i done , the company logo. Balloon Spell .

Travel With Balloon =]

www.travelwithballoon.blogspot.com

all my balloon related post will be update to there ~!

Is kinda say when i got no holiday to take. then only thing i pray is i have no job going on this weekend. But ya, jobs are coming in, Gonna work on sunday and maybe on saturday( still waiting the confirmation for the customer) . If ya it happy, i think i couldn't play on CDL . which is really a bad thing for my team as just join them for 1 or 2 match then missing in action.. (off to work)

this sure will bring down their spirit. I wun be sad if i am nobody in the team. feel so disappointed to myself as can't promise anything as i engaged to work. T_T . This my last chance to get a medal from dodgeball. It's kinda funny, i haven't won any medal b4 and yet there are many champion in my title. I want a gold medal badly ~! and i wish i can share the joy and medal with you. Together we fight ~!!! Just wanna bring u the gold medal.

ya, another thing which bothering me is "work" again~!. is kinda hard to actually doing business. Trust in business. WTH ~! thing nv easy like 1,2,3 or buying thing in 7-11. Those big ass really run away our money and not paying for our service after we did all those job. DAMN WTH ~!. there go financial problem .

=] . chill , i'm fine.

算了吧。

2011-09-08T09:58:00.000-07:00

开始越来越不了解自己了。。

试过了。我给我自己的成绩是不及格。简则太离谱了。

为何任何事情都可以比她重要呢。把爱情放在第一位，说是简单，做是难。

我想没人能忍受吧。

算了吧。

Great Weekend

2011-07-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

Did a decoration for own university event at subang empire
for more photo : click the link and like it =] , http://www.facebook.com/balloonspell

Talking with alot alot people today, worked at Taylor's lakeside campus for their BioTech Fair, and went to subang empire collect back some deco stuff.. was fun.. I will miss today as i did make alot people happy !

place to complain?

2011-07-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

fren treating me too well sometimes, and i have lost the place to complain.well for no reason, people like to complain.

=) i saw rainbow today

2011-05-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

Is really a great day, everything start well. =] Every single detail was just perfectly built today. Thanks for everything .

You love antique, love to share, you have the passion. You have no fear yet to the world. The only and last. Take care.

Photo . is the moment that you already pass and miss.

2011-04-18T12:13:00.000-07:00

The love story between Camera & Fan . He just can't see the fan is supporting him always, until the another camera told him so.

Photo is the moment that you already pass and miss.

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Went to college Gym today.

I didn't go for the advertisement casting & i kinda give up on that, no idea why.. was so passion on it yesterday.

Something just come up my mind, Fate? well , we can create it when coz there is 4square and facebook check in. LOL

It's good when we don't 4square and check-in but yet still meeting each other. I believe it is fate.

Take it.

2011-04-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

Take it.? Scare of... what so scary i wonder... scare of taking the responsibility , scare of failing. The scare will just make you turning round and round at the same place. It ain't make u go any future.

iS a great time , chatting with u for after so long. every time, u not failing to make me fall for you a little bit. U do make me feel doing whatever for u , just ya dun wanna see you complaining anything. dun wan you to look tired. and more... but well, on the next moment i realize i can't afford any promises. " coward " !

now i know why do people say the 1 you love the most, is always not the 1 you be with. Human is selfish ya, they just afraid to break ur heart , the image , the relationship that built so far. Useless coward people. but hell ya, do you want your love to be more better and when you realize u have nothing for them. What ya , u will do?

"Work harder.!" . ha that's right.. normally they do just say out loud and that's it.

That's what i am gonna also! of coz not just saying out loud.

why ya i do go gym and carry weight , but then i can't carry such a weightless Responsible

Once the mind is weak, no point having a strong body also.. I believe i can . Must change my life!

- have a casting for an advertisement on monday. Hope i can get it.!

April 12

2011-04-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

This is what going on. 1st of April , huge smoke just right infront my house.. Guess ya biggest april fool.

So ya, after 8 month of suffering , i am done with my IP (independent Project). I tot i will be feel free and chilling after the 8month suffering ha. but ya ,i never feel that so. I still feel kinda "mist".

i still have bout 4 more months of college life, after that i gonna start working, i dun wan that to happen honestly .. i enjoy my life, dun wan work in office.. i am ok with my part time job as well. Now there is only 1 thing in my mind. could i possible to make my part time as my full?.

U know why do i love my part time job.. it will put a smile on ppl face. =) . Love that feel .Better than working in office, do you think boss will smile at you? hell no man...

Found of a problem of myself.. i dun follow timetable, no passion on doing something. doing Slow , Chill, and last minute. Well if possible to change all this then i will be KING of the world jor la ..

Laughing at myself

2011-03-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

I still can't believe how great and kindness am i. On what i did.... =]
the willingness to cut off a finger for fren. ha, maybe i basically a person who never reject any reasonable request. LOL
awesome .

oh my bday is over , 13 march . now i am 23 years old.. old man with nothing in hand. no car no career no money. only dream in my head.
i dun celebrate my bday as usual bad stuff will happen when near to my bday or in the month of march.. PRAY for japan.. Earthquake and tsunami hit, and now radiation attack pulak..
All the best. we can get this through

Genting Glitz 19 Feb

2011-02-20T06:47:00.000-08:00

A group photo of TCZ forum members with Charles

Great Show =) . Glitz !

It was a great days on 19 feb, went up genting at afternoon for a balloon decoration job with my boss,Nick. After work we went dinner with Charles( Glitz magician ). He is an old fren of Nick ha. He spend us dinner and gave us the ticket for the Glitz show. Huge thanks for charle =]

He such a lovely guy, according to him. he will be flying back to his country on early monday morning and back KL on wednesday, just to go back to be with his family and son. Do you know the flight will take a day? so he just have less than 24 hours to be with his family and he still willing to travel so far. RESPECT!

Feb 1st

2011-02-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

Wellllll, after few raining days. Finally Sunny day came.
Went out to Tien Hou Temple with my brother for photo shooting .
Waiting for the cloud rabbit appear. but just too cloudy, non of the shape came out.

Tot of taking some different photo bout Tien Hou Temple. Some unique 1.
more on my fb page album

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=272400&id=601849397

31 jan - need to get stronger !

2011-01-30T22:18:00.000-08:00

well, 1 months almost end. Kinda good months, Greats things happened.
joined 2 dodgeball competition got 1st(1U 1day out) and 3rd prize( jackpot madness 4)
work ,work ,study, skip class ,basketball ,dodgeball all this make my january

have no idea on what to write bout.
i gonna start my project!. 2 project waiting ... time not enuff o CNY is ahead..

Xmas & a new year

2011-01-01T09:38:00.000-08:00

The deco i did on time square kl. =)

Happy New Year, is really feeling great to win a game. dodgeball Champion of 1U 1day out event.

Dec 5th

2010-12-04T22:28:00.000-08:00

just like a Fan, spinning on own ground. the only moving is the shadows which determine by the light. Light off, shadow gone, dream is just a dream

iS better to reborn or restart? maybe need a reset , as long as not gonna repeat .

every single day, there is something odd and unexpected to change and disturb your plan.
Not enuff of determination makes me dying and fading away from goal.
i just feel myself like floating boat with out paddle, just following the wind and wave and end up somewhere which i dunknow.

not enuff, not enuff, not enuff of hardwork. i am freaking lazy. i always din put enuff of effort into something, maybe i scare if i do so and i still fail .there goes my limit.. perhaps i really gonna challenge my limit..

Do you think that is enuf just to be a fan. ?

1st Dec

2010-12-01T10:33:00.000-08:00

Great Ending for nov, yesterday. A successful show for toy watch with ibrahim . Went out yamcha with leng and edwin chat talk crap till late...

New effect on the mentalism is too awesome, just stunned all their mind. Just love the moment they explaining what is going on and just happened to their friend, facial expression = priceless.

1st,dec - As promised gonna be productive day, ye man.. i did wake up early in the morning but watched a china drama- Three Kingdom and i got addicted to it. Watched it for the whole afternoon until i out for dodgeball training.

I dunknow why, today . i feel not so energetic and cheerful as always during the training. Maybe coz i felt the sadness aura from the others . Is hard to be happy when you mix around with sad people ya. Just when we won the game, i saw the smile. =) . We are just too into the game. I need to learn to catch more balls. I still remember the words. Is great when everyone is enjoying the game =)

To do something successfully, it wasn't just luck and practice. u need courage and planing. Always see at least one step ahead.

Planing

29 Nov

2010-11-28T22:11:00.000-08:00

Working and competition fulfill my month of Nov.
One more day, and it's end of nov.
Tomorrow i got my last show of nov at garden Mid Valley.
That's really a great way to end my Nov 2010. =)

no doubt, i was not follow the plan as i decided early month ago..
things happen too sudden, and i was not idea what am i doing this and that.
So sorry if i hurts you, i knew it does.

Did learns and did a few balloon deco job, which i loves it very much.
Did a charity show for the Beautiful gate Charity Bazaar @ usj 19th mall.
Played in dodgeball play-off competition, lost. but that was the most epic game during the competition. Again , we always not fail to entertain our audience, even we lost =)
Explored places in Sg buloh. that not really far from my house..
And i am single again ...

For the month dec,
i believe will be more busy than Nov. ..
My boss will be back from taiwan, gonna start our project.
Gonna hits gym at least twice in a week, not gonna waste my powder
Kick start my IP project...
Christmas is around the corner , more job and show..
and i Miss dodgeball.
really hope there is training like what we did on Nov =)

Beautiful Gate Charity

2010-11-23T19:23:00.000-08:00

13th the Saturday

2010-11-12T21:48:00.000-08:00

Purple Cloudy Sky. Morning 645am.

This the 1st time i felt myself really a douchebag.
i dunknow what am i doing, right or wrong..
all just i know is recover a broken heart, is really tough.

我想我不是双鱼座的吧。书写双鱼是浪漫的星座而我呢，真没用。。
理智和不说慌胜过一切，真没法说出一些甜言蜜语，天荒野谭的诚若。
但我所给的总是实实在在的幸福。

Merry Christmas !!!. =) .

D5000

2010-11-04T11:27:00.000-07:00

A nice blue sky =)

My bro brought back D700 and now D5000 is belong to mine =) . Those are photo with D5000

Went to KL today, wanted to go UNIQLO shopping but nv expect that....So so many ppl lining up just to get in
End up heading to pavilion , Snow Flakes and movie at Mid Valley .
oh ya, no more sushi Zanmai please ~.. day b4 had sushi Zanmai, today sushi Zanmai.. oh gosh no other food to eat edi ar..?

Somehow i like the over expose when talking photo that show alot of people .
Wake up on 6.45 am alarm everyday, but fall back to sleep on the next sec. No more effort , will passion drive me up for tmr early sky ?

This Spider-Man So MAN.

2010-11-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

The spiderMan look so So so Wrong . wonder who is the designer of this kite . THUMB UPs!

Uni Visit day

2010-10-29T06:34:00.000-07:00

Everything was so well planed Yesterday, Going out to klang eat bak kut teh as breakfast and then go IMU find my frens for lunch.

What happen on the very day, phone call when I drove out halfway on this morning..Bak kut teh cancel. I quickly make my turn heading to taylor's lakeside where my uni frens having dodgeball competition. Phone Call again, all is ready go for breakfast again, they coming taylor to pick me up and we end up Uni Visiting day... Went to Sunway Uni College, IMU uni, back to Taylor's lakeside.

Photo editing ... One fact bout photoEditing, I never like to edit my photo and view photo using my laptop. Different angle , you will get a different effect. Tone Different..darkness different ha

+) Good day (+

The world of fucuk

2010-10-26T10:34:00.000-07:00

Someday, i will make an U to put over there and take photo again!!!!!

Dark Night

2010-10-25T12:45:00.000-07:00

Just wanna share this photo =) , and crap something ....
Recently , i felt a lot of stress from my boss ha ha ha... work work work .get thing done better and better ... new stuff !.. ya i really love it man , but i just done my exam =) . ha i gonna give myself Vacation until end of oct =)...

Sport ... sport... and sport....! that what will i do on the vacation !

20 天

2010-10-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

哇，以很久没去update 这个blog 了。。

1 oct 到现在， 21 oct 。。在这看来短短的 20 天里面发生了很多事情

在里有让我开心的，伤心的，种种都有。

在这20天，

我们参加了 cdl ，（ college dodgeball league ) red legion 打进了八强, devils duke 那了冠军。

其实有点不甘心但也没话说，因为当时我不在现场。

在这20天，

我的朋友交了女友，也有的给女友抛弃了。哈哈只是觉得有点无奈。。哈哈

在这20天，

我也赶完了我的assignment, 我的考试。。学业停止了，假期了

在这20天，

我生活在一个没有多余钱的世界里，省吃省用也满好的。

在这20天，

很多很多很多的事我也忘了。。

近几天我开始拍回天空，开始打理我的事业。。。压力莫名而来，比起考试和念书时来的更大。。。天啊~

Balloon Insane

2010-10-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
Did something really different in my life. Balloon deco !! , very tiring and very happy with the final product.=) .. work started on 6 pm...

can you imagine that!.. the flower is bigger than me!!

5am in da morning , we still at time square . Finally job done. Group photo , me, nick , howard.

today, went out movie the ucsi frens, now they are my movie kaki edi ha. watched the return of the fist. movie just 3.5/5 . and i back home early coz super tired.. finally i got my chances to get doughnut !!! it help me keep awake during driving back to house.

Tmr , i gonna work again... and i missed almost every dodgeball training . T-T .. CDL!

Unusual day

2010-09-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

This semester . is really a nightmare for me. Short sems, heavy assignments , tons of performances, cdl dodgeball competition, online business. I fail to balance myself up for those. My study is already gone case. How could i add another new element , new stuff in my life and i am already fucuk up my life, it will only bring more trouble to me.

Something weird happening to me today, i tend to skip,avoid everything. Put on my music , camera and walk around uni taking photo. My itouch played nujabes's Mystline just in time, it make me feel like wanna relaxing myself and stop thinking. This whole evening , i just listening to the same music and snapping photo all around university.

""No one can go back and change a bad beginning; But anyone can start now and create a successful ending.""
-I was kinda upset until i saw this quote from Val's blog. Nothing you can do bout the past. Overslept, assignment undone. =) , 4.00 am now, still chatting with my ex.. feeling much more better.There are bout 500 songs in my play list, is kinda weird that our song played when i chatting with her. She is a great girl.

This something i like to share with you all. Mystline by Nujabes

MF . MF

2010-09-27T12:44:00.000-07:00

27 sept 10-morning

Learn a new word. Mind FUCK. which mean Fuck people Mind and make them do what you wanna do. Well, mind fuck is just something like mind control . It became a so popular word among my friend in college nowadays .. haha..

Awesome, today have fun playing dodgeball in futsal court . What an insane decision. rm14 each person.

My schedule for this week is fully packed T-T. Dodgeball competition , working from thursday night to friday morning, weekend job. Oh gosh , wonder how my Independent project and study.=) ... i still haven't make appointment with my project adviser .

I am too busy. and i busy doing nothing when it's free time.. bla bla bla

More and more to come

2010-09-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

Red Legion UCSI

1st, got champion in Jackpot Madness 2010. -dodgeball !
what we get === cash prize -rm400 + a wound =)

Wound

2nd, gonna go work for MIGF event with the wound.. OUch Pain pain ..
wonderful and enjoy =) .. we required to dress up like a chef for our magic performance ha

Malaysia International Gourmet Festival

一再

2010-09-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

飞行
。风筝只能围绕着对方，一旦相撞就不能再飞了。
着地也是风筝的生命

一时一次一个，
一又一再出现，
一种似曾相识，
但又强的感觉。

一次一个一时，
一又一再从演，
一套自欺欺人，
但又反义的戏。

一个一时一次，
一又一再从写，
一颗满了句号，
但又空白的心。

一次又一次，一个又一个，错失了，只可怪自己是个胆小鬼。

A good Start

2010-09-14T11:57:00.000-07:00

Kite

Hell-o World , i start back writing on blog. Today ( 14/9/10) , everything is going so well so smooth to me..

I enjoying listening to funky music while walking in the busy streets with slow footstep on this morning. Somehow it make me so relaxing. It just like everybody is busy and i am so free =). i love that feel.

Receive a surprise call today. Because of this call ,i knew a good friend magician and it gave me a chances to work together with other lot more magician on a international world wide event. MIGF. Malaysia International Gourmet Festival. Looking forward to this event which on 21st sept in Sunway.Got alot thing to prepare bout this event too, new routine new idea..

=) Sleep now.

The world of Fucuk

2010-2011 - Fail -

玫瑰。

the white shadow

She was right.. i'm kinda stupid too. =] 做么要酱伟大。

Thanks my boss & Kevin James

世界冠军

梦禁

望上

Back to SCHOOL

赢了比赛，输了自己。

乱了

I got a new blog ~!

算了吧。

Great Weekend

place to complain?

=) i saw rainbow today

Photo . is the moment that you already pass and miss.

Take it.

April 12

Laughing at myself

Genting Glitz 19 Feb

Feb 1st

31 jan - need to get stronger !

Xmas & a new year

Dec 5th

1st Dec

29 Nov

Beautiful Gate Charity

13th the Saturday

D5000

This Spider-Man So MAN.

Uni Visit day

The world of fucuk

Dark Night

20 天

Balloon Insane

Unusual day

MF . MF

More and more to come

一 再

最近，也许

A good Start

一再